Friday, September 7, 2007

Where did the week go?

Acknowledgements given and returned 100 fold, through my emails, on my personal profile page at Meet Up, through telephone conversations, day to day conversations. I love the initiative.

Today, I won a drafting table. Way cool. No noise there.

Noise today was about me feeling small about teaching Visual Art 2 and looking for support from seasoned teachers. Totally saw that the moment I had the conversation. Structural conversation, hunched over, squished up significant face, lowered monotone voice, tightness in body - yeah, that. Then lightened by interrupting conversation prompted an immediate physiological change, body upright, voice lighter, face relaxed, laughter. Joy. So, I can give that up, being small, and playing small.

Being authentic that's about wanting help, being in my victim language, stamping my foot, and wanting to do well, not wanting to dissapoint, and that's all noise too. Love this stuff.

All week, unknown good deeds, picking things up, tidying areas, leaving the space better than before, asking someone to ask someonelse to dance, matching people up.

Hosting Lindy Hop, collaging with Coral and whoever else wants to join, going to Tempe Performing arts festival opening all good Wisdom community oriented socials.

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