Happy New Year

First I give immense thanks for all the learning, growing, transformation, gifts bestowed, openess, loving, kindness from all my friends, non-friends, family, environment. I am blessed with abundance, joy, peace, and inspiration.

Interesting how as one year closes all those feelings and thoughts are triggered and the noise of unfinished business burbles to the surface. Little did I know that I have an unfinished conversation about trust issues and men until that was triggered. I did all the Landmark things of tracing it to its root source so I could get freedom from my seeming. The pattern of behavior or perspective I've always had and consistently bring into every relationship with men is obvious when I look over the past.

Our homework tip is to "give it up" so I give up not trusting the male species and create for myself the willingness to being related, vulnerable and open in living my life fully, every moment with abandon.

So cool that tomorrow I have a workshop "Celebrating Men, Satisfying Women" given by PAX, designed by a woman who is coincidently a Lmk graduate. It lasts for two days and on the second day we have a panel of men who get to honestly give their answers to our queries. I'm truly excited about the upcoming course. So cool, little did I know that it was exactly what I needed to start the new year. That whole saying that the Universe gives to you precisely what you need and ask for...

John asked me today when will I be done taking classes. Given that it is my onus to maximize my potential, I guess the answer is I'll always take classes. He tells his students when they know everything about playing the bass then it will be time to stop learning.

Every year I begin it with resolutions, a list of to dos: what I want for myself is to be great in everything I am so that others get all of me as gift to them. I totally see that I am unique and have something valuable to others so they may have a rich life, and keeping that to myself is having an impact on their life. With this thought, everything else will fall into place and is secondary. Perhaps what I'm having at play is being of service, taking the focus off the me and seeing what's in it for society - having a huge impact on other's lives. We all die. This year will come to another end.

What difference would it all make?

What difference do you make?