I am present that when I'm out of integrity, everything else shows up in my life as being out of integrity. For instance, my participants who need to contact me consistently cannot for whatever reason follow through on their word. I set the alarm for the wrong time and did not follow through on my accountablility call... and so it goes. Kinda like the dominos effect. Look in one area in of life where it's not working and check it out - see how it shows up in the other areas. Clearly, I have a "thing" for numbers/times. Yesterday, I said I'd be at the movie for the 6:30pm show - I was there exactly at 6:30pm. Something inside my head did not trigger to meet for 6:10pm to make sure we get the tickets, popcorn, find nice seats... I need to be responsible for numbers/times.
So life gives me and everyone else breakdowns, where upsets happen. It's pulling those breakdowns that breakthroughs happen, as opposed to working around it, pretending it doesn't exist, hiding it.
I can see elements of my conversation where I am given to being taken care of, or being rescued. I even said that it's great that Mike can kayak because he can "rescue" me during our moonlight kayak lesson. He said he does not rescue anyone around water. Great answer. The one person that gets to rescue me is me. I've done that my whole adult single life care of myself and others.
These are younger age conversations looking to be upgraded to who I am today.
Leaving you with this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ERbvKrH-GC4
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